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Friday, January 21, 2011

21, 21, 21
Unlock the pads
Get your keys
Is this what i've been waiting for?

Got married
Earned an eternal mate
Had a kid
Have the next half of my life working

Getting a car
Getting a home
Having a family
Isn't that another lock?

So tell me...
When will i get the right keys?
When i'm 50? 60? 70?
Or maybe when i have my last sight?

Ain't looking for freedom
Just curious why most humans perceives these as perfection
I'm laughing because i've become one of them
Yes, a laughing stock

Mummy said..
When you're older, you get your freedom.
How i wished mummy still locks me in her arms.
Daddy still hugs me when i was an infant.

I really miss those times...
When my brothers disturb my sleep.
When i got irritated with mum constant calls.
When i screamed at my dad for his naggings.

When i lie on my very bed looking at the stars that i've pasted on the walls.
When i drive out at night to prawns with my friends.
When i spend money without considering.
When i studied without knowing what the lecturer was talking about.

When i was still a little girl.

Baby girl...one day you're gonna ask...
When will i grow up..
How i wished i could tell you that...
Mummy never wanted to grow up.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

So that's when they say
Marriage is a life-time commitment
And a baby can mean everything else that doesn't
Well, that's for the rest of your life.

I love them.
I truly do.
The only targets i have in my life now is purely for them.
I have just proven the first two statement right.

I want to ...go for a degree...
it saddens me more when i see my best friend doing it
while i have my commitments that...
makes it impossible.

I want to ...be free without restrains...
but you know it's impossible..
with baby girl..
you know it's never gonna be possible.

I want to ...do so many things...
but i simply cant.

Remember when i was younger...
Mum always say.. a marriage ties you down..
She got engaged at 20.
And she told me that's one very thing she regretted.

Oh yes mummy...

i got married at 20.
gave birth at 20.
tied down at 20.
regretted at 20.

Friday, December 31, 2010


Baby girl and Hubby sleeping together...Uhhhh...so cute!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

AMBER's FULL MONTH CELEBRATION

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Date: January 2nd 2011
Venue: Cdans Chalet (Bukit Gombak) - SHAW (PE)
Time: 5pm

Remarks:
For 2e5 friends, i would prefer you guys to go to my 21st birthday instead. This is optional.



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XIAO YAN's 21st BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

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Date: January 8th 2011
Venue: Jurong Safra BBQ Pit 3A and 3B
Time: 5pm
Remarks:
Baby Amber will be there as well =)